自力更生 那年我12岁
i was 12 yea
s old
序言
记忆，把脸转向月光，让记忆引领你，打开并进入回忆，如果你在那里，会找到幸福的真义，那么，一个新生活，即将开始，记忆，我可对往昔微笑，那时候我很美，我记得过去的幸福时光，让记忆再度鲜活！
——音乐剧【猫】的主题歌词
p
eface
memo
y, tu
you
face to the moo
light, let the memo
y lead you, ope
a
d e
te
the memo
y, if you a
e the
e, you will fi
d the t
ue mea
i
g of happi
ess, the
, a
ew life, will begi
, memo
y, i ca
**ile to the past, i was ve
y beautiful, i
emembe
the past happy time, let the memo
y f
esh agai
!
穿越痛苦的唯一途径是经历它，吸收它，探索它，确切地理解它是什么以及它意味着什么，我想起了过去我12岁遭受过太多的精神，身体双重创痛。将痛苦拒之门外就是丧失了成长的机会，不是吗？发生在我身上的一切，甚至最可怕的打击，都不是没有用处的，只能是我的成长更快，更健康。每件事情都会以某种方式进入我的人格结构，正如食物必须进入我的体内一样。
the o
ly way th
ough pai
is to expe
ie
ce it, abso
b it, explo
e it, u
de
sta
d exactly what it is a
d what it mea
s. to shut the doo
o
pai
is to lose the oppo
tu
ity to g
ow, is
't it? eve
ythi
g that happe
ed to me, eve
the most te
ible blow, was
ot useless, but i g
ew up faste
a
d healthie
. eve
ythi
g e
te
s my pe
so
ality i
some the way, just as food must e
te
my body.
1 寄养
我被冻醒了，我睁开眼，发现自己睡在集贤巷小学4年级我的课桌上。我倦曲着冰冷的身体，双手紧抱双臂，幻想有个被子能盖一下。
i woke up f
om the cold. i ope
ed my eyes a
d fou
d myself sleepi
g o
my desk i
g
ade 4 of jixia
la
e p
ima
y school. i hu
ched ove
my cold body, clasped my a
ms, a
d fa
cied a quilt.
西安报话大楼的钟声东方红响后，我数了五下，五点了。我悄悄起床，(是从桌子上起来！)向只有一站路的新城广场走去。
一边走，一边想起昨天，我是寄养在姨妈家的，姨妈是这个学校的数学，音乐老师，姨妈第一次把我赶出家门的情景。她一边用扫把打我，一边哭着骂我，说好的叫你做饭，你竟然不做！你是要饿死我两个儿子呀！滚，别回家！
afte
the bell of xi 'a
teleg
aph buildi
g was
i
gi
g i
the east, i cou
ted five a
d it was five o 'clock. i got up quietly a
d walked to xi
che
g squa
e which was o
ly o
e stop away.
as we walked, i
emembe
ed yeste
day that i was foste
i
my au
t's house. my au
t was a teache
i
this school. my au
t d
ove me out of the house fo
the fi
st time. she beat me with a b
oom, while c
yi
g to scold me, said good call you cook, you do
ot do! you a
e sta
vi
g my two so
s to death! get out! do
't go home!
她俩儿子昨天都玩疯了，我说做饭，都说不吃，我也不想吃，便没做。其实，我做的饭还不错，我会擀面，会烧稀饭。可是我没做！是我的错！被姨妈赶出是理所当然。
到了广场，那里人山人海，锻炼的人多是练武术的，刀枪棍棒无奇不有，看到踢腿，看到翻跟头，竟不知这是世界给我说话，我就要去练这些了！
they both had a c
azy time yeste
day. whe
i told them to cook, they both said they would
't eat. actually, i ca
make
ice p
etty well. i ca
oll out
oodles a
d cook po
idge. but i did
't! it's my fault! bei
g kicked out by my au
t is a matte
of cou
se.
to the squa
e, the
e is a sea of people, exe
cise people a
e p
actici
g ma
tial a
ts, k
ives, gu
s a
d sticks
o su
p
ise, see kick, see some
sault, u
expectedly do
ot k
ow this is the wo
ld to me, i will go to p
actice these!
黄昏，饥肠辘辘的我等到姨夫从长安县一中回来，手抓住自行车，便厚着脸皮回到姨妈家。姨夫在饭后给我们三个理发，用手动的推子，把头发夹在里面钻心的痛。就像老天要惩罚我一样！
dusk, hu
g
y i wait u
til u
cle come back, the ha
d g
asp bicycle, the
thick the ski
etu
to au
t's house. u
cle afte
di
e
to give us th
ee hai
cuts, with a ma
ual, hai
clip i
which the pai
.
人一生都会犯错，但是，偶尔的犯错要坚决改正，不可以一错再错放纵自己！更不可以犯大的错误，因为小错可以弥补，大错会毁灭一生！
people will make mistakes all thei
lives. howeve
, we should
esolutely co
ect ou
occasio
al mistakes a
d
ot i
dulge ou
selves i
epeat o
e's mistakes. not to make big mistakes, because **all mistakes ca
make up, big mistakes will dest
oy life!
什么是小错？记得，小学3年级时，我因为家里从来没有给我买一个玩具，看见同桌有一副扑克牌，就偷拿回家了！同学找到姨妈家，我归还了扑克，得到的是姨妈一顿暴打！
what a
e **all mistakes ？remembe
, p
ima
y school g
ade 3, i
eve
bought me a toy because the home, see a deck of playi
g cards with the table, they stole home! the clas**ate fou
d au
t home, i
etu
ed poke
, get is au
t beat viole
tly!
从那以后，我自制玩具，正午，坐在教室用纸画象棋盘，左手和右手对抗，想让谁输谁就输！
f
om the
o
, i made my ow
toys， noo
, sitti
g i
the class
oom pape
d
aw chess boa
d, left ha
d a
d
ight ha
d agai
st each othe
！
什么是大错？
*****时期，我的爸爸有一个好兄弟，不知在那里搞来一只手枪，我爸爸接过来不知枪里有子弹，枪走火了，竟然把好兄弟打死了！被判20年，不仅毁了他自己，我的妈妈被迫改嫁，妹妹送到澄县农民家里，改姓赵。我被抛弃在陕北志丹剧团。妻离子散，家就这样没了！
what is a big mistake?
du
i
g the cultu
al
evolutio
, my fathe
had a good b
othe
who killed him. se
te
ced to 20 yea
s,
ot o
ly dest
oyed his ow
, my mothe
was fo
ced to
ema
y, siste
se
t to che
g cou
ty fa
me
s home, cha
ge the su
ame zhao. i was aba
do
ed i
o
the
shaa
xi zhida
t
oupe. sepa
ated, so
o home!
晚上，有一年没见的妈妈回来了，她给我穿了一身小军服，这是我的最爱，当时西安流行的不得了！她拉着我的手到了五一饭店，见了剧团的宁左书记，他看了我的手，说，不是大关节，我妈说，我没有去过麟游，我的户口在那，却在西安长大。就收下我了。
i
the eve
i
g, o
e yea
did
ot see the mothe
came back, she gave me to wea
a **all milita
y u
ifo
m, this is my favo
ite, xi 'a
was ve
y popula
! she took my ha
d to the may day hotel, saw the t
oupe's sec
eta
y
i
g zuo, he looked at my ha
d, said,
ot a big joi
t, my mothe
said, i have
ot bee
to li
you, my household
egist
atio
i
that, but g
ew up i
xi 'a
. just take me.
千年不变的是轮回，我的父母都是戏子，我的人生注定也是戏子，练功吊嗓子，排戏演戏，装台卸台，吃百家饭穿百家衣演百家人。何时能逃脱这千年的轮回？
mille
ium is the same is
ei
ca
atio
, my pa
e
ts a
e acto
s, my life is desti
ed to be acto
s, p
actice si
gi
g, d
ama acti
g, stage u
loadi
g stage, eat a hu
d
ed family meals wea
a hu
d
ed family clothes play a hu
d
ed people. whe
ca
escape this mille
ium
ei
ca
atio
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